OMINOUSLY CONFUSED.........

DATE: 22.04.2010

TIME: 12.05 AM

STATE: FREAKING OUT AND OMINOUSLY CONFUSED

Biology and english tearing me apart……….

Seriously cant decide which is mah colling

Is it English or biology…………..

Which is d subject dat I m gonna love……….

Which is d subject dat is gonna provide me the zeal to study……………

Grrrrrrr..!!!!

Seriously in a strange obnoxious situation which refuse to leave me…………

Clinging to my back as the ghost dat clingsss behind the hero in d muvi shutter………..

Decision making seriously is one of d filthiest thing possible on dis freakingly huge earth

Why cnt mum tell me wot can I do……….???????

She tellz me evrythng……..

Wot to do wot not do……….

Den why not dis????

Y jus she hav to giv suggestions regarding dis matter??????

Why she has to say……..

“beta dis tis tym u hav to decide….u hav to choose we can only jus gide u honey……but u hav to decide which one u are gonna love……”

Why cant jus she break me d news abt mah upcoming life suddenly one afternoon…………….

As in……..

“hey sharanya u studing dis in dis college and ur classes gonna start 4rm 2mrw so buck up swthrt……….”

I wud hav happily got dressed and after seeking dere blessings would hav happily left 4r mah new college…………

Even dad…… even he is mum dis tym…….!!!!

Hav I grown so big dat u both cant command me to study dis or dat????????

Why d hell u two are asking me to decide………??????????

I don’t want to decide………

U decide for me……….

And bro…………

Even he s shut………..

And I hate him wid his zipped mouth………!!!!!!!

Why cant dis be so simple………

Why do I need to think so much………..

And most importantly why do I love two freaking subjectzzzzz…………?????????

Whhhhhhy ………????????????????????